July 2nd, 2004

Time: 05:11 pm

Directions: Leave me an anonymous comment saying exactly what you think of me. (just click the button that says anonymous on the comment thingy). Go ahead, be honest--I am not logging IP addresses! Second step, if you dare: Post this in your journal. there is no incentive anywhere to do anything...or maybe its just my mood.

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June 9th, 2004

Subject: happy birthday praveen! Time: 10:30 pm

what a waste of a day. the art gallery was nice, though. my throat infection is back, and now theres something wrong with my voice box so i am going to the ent specialist tomorrow morning. no school. im not even happy. i just hope i get well by sunday, i have a lot to do on sunday evening and i dont want to sit at home "resting" then. i am not allowed to talk at all so even one minute phone calls (which are not ALWAYS "one" minute) are out of the question.gyargh. 5 weeks to schools birthday!

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June 6th, 2004

Time: 04:56 pm

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Current Music: you dont wanna know Time: 04:38 pm Current Mood: giddy

i tried to (unsuccessfully) sneak out the ice cream from the freezer when my mum wasnt looking and opened it to have a dozen precariously balanced milk packets to fall on me. she must have planned it. she chased me away because i still "have a throat problem". drat. also, people think i am drunk! i have been listening to tom jones,punjabi mc,planet funk,kylie minogue, and the like, and strangely enough, i enjoy it thoroughly! ha! right. so swathi's now officially disowned me as her friend. anyone else on the list?

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June 3rd, 2004

Time: 12:14 pm

stolen from lj user azzah: I AM: shivanghi I WANT: strawberries, at the moment I HAVE: an older sister I WISH: i didn't have to wake up at 7 every morning I HATE: not being able to talk when i need to explain I MISS: my granny I FEAR: chinamma aunty (really) I HEAR: soul to squeeze by rhcp I WONDER: where i'll be I ALWAYS: sleep when i have too much work I DANCE:d I SING: all the time I CRY: when i have my mood swings I AM NOT: well? I LOST: my dog I CONFUSE: people I NEED: to stop worrying I SHOULD: read more Yes Or No You keep a diary: yes You like to cook: never tried! You have a secret: ..you think?!.. You believe in love: yes ---- The weirdest person you know: tulsi The Loudest Person you know: abha The Sexiest Person you Know: hm! Particularly outstanding sexy people: double hm! Do You...? Have a (any) crush (es): :)no. Want to get married: i am 16. not now..! Think you're a health freak: sometimes.i eat vegetables raw often. Get along with your parents: yes indeed EYE COLOR: black BIRTHPLACE: mylapore, chennai (FAVORITES) NUMBER (S): dont have one colour: blue/violet MONTH: december(christmas-new year time)/june-july (monsoon) FOOD: all kinds! drinks: hot water usually.i love cold coffee and chaaj.and peach iced tea.zappel too. SEASON: monsoon/winter/fall SPORT: basketball. (PREFERENCES) CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: former CHOCOLATE MILK or Vanilla: both Note: this is the last 24 hours, not your life. (IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU....) CRIED: kind of HELPED SOMEONE: tried BOUGHT SOMETHING: yes, a loaf of bread and chesse singles GOTTEN SICK: i AM sick! GONE TO THE MOVIES: i haven't gone for a movie since last october.. GONE OUT FOR DINNER: no.. WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: i was supposed to but no TALKED TO AN EX: no :) WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL: no HAD A SERIOUS TALK: yes. HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no, i usually dont. FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: not really.i have arguments often though. PLAYED ANY GAMES ONLINE?: no i woke up at freaking 2 am because of my cold and havent been able to sleep properly since..tution in the evening.bah.

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May 25th, 2004

Time: 09:37 pm

i'm not even going to begin with how and what and when and where because, simply, i dont want to talk about it more but sometimes you need to say somethings so you dont have them in your mind all the time. i have been blank for most of the day, and i'm not the only one who doesnt seem to know how to handle death, but the worst part of it is that it comes in spurts and the sudden realisation at times is whats really disturbing. it's just very difficult to believe and understand. a single post on it really wont do any justice to him. i dont think i can say much more now, i cant phrase what im thinking at all. RIP.

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May 16th, 2004

Current Music: black balloon Time: 09:22 pm Current Mood: contemplative

i don't want my last year ruined by cranky administration. unfortunately, i don't think i have much of a choice here. so much for my "summer holidays".its all mixed. i had a great time and an incredibly lousy time. i still don't want to go back to school. one more year is all that's left. gah.

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January 23rd, 2004

Current Music: the way you make me feel - ronan keating Time: 03:38 pm

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla

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January 21st, 2004

Time: 09:46 pm Current Mood: sleepy

i've had the best week ever. well academically not in the least - otherwise ive been in the best of moods, and thats saying a lot for me. padma lakshmi and salman rushdie are making a movie out of the book "the firebird's nest". its quite pathetic when all these brilliant books are made into movies - they just define your imagination and practically all the time (in my case) it isnt at all like what i thought of it as. at this time last week i was out in the volley ball court. i had such a good time at school. damn.another YEAR for mela. i think ive given up on nerdy speaking to me normally. theres no point really.

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January 16th, 2004

Current Music: if you're gone - matchbox 20 Time: 10:26 am Current Mood: grateful

Wine ?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla i've also come to some kind of realisation - the kind of worlds that me and some other people live in are so damn different it disturbs me. its not something like sitting on who ever's lap you want - its the attitude that goes along with that that pretty much weirds me out. you have no idea how glad i am to have grown up where i did!

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January 15th, 2004

Current Music: U2 - one Subject: bizarre. Time: 10:25 pm Current Mood: energetic

i had a pretty fantastic mela - i guess it depends on how you look at it. the only reason i am posting is because im elated and can say with confidence that im over him! i wish i could tell you what kind of relief that brings to me - i don't regret going out with him, if ive ever liked someone that much its him, but nonetheless i suppose it had to end - and im alright with that. i spent most of my money on black and white pictures in the mela - and i really think its worth it.

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January 12th, 2004

Time: 11:59 pm

thought i should post for the sake of it being the 12th of jan. "the sun's just around the bend.."

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January 11th, 2004

Current Music: U2 - beautiful day Subject: the sky falls and you feel like its a beautiful day.. Time: 04:43 pm Current Mood: cynical

" ' people who love you hurt you the most' is like a distorted analogue of 'people who mountaineer get to scale peaks the most' " - couldn't have put it better. its amazing how the most insignificant (more like inconsequential) matters seem to be the most important thing in my life at this point of time. i'm only making myself think of it as inconsequential - because if it was to have a consequence i wouldnt forgive myself for giving up - which i think i should do. as much as i don't want to, i have a tinted view on things. twisted world.

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January 10th, 2004

Time: 04:35 pm

BLUE: Symbolises knowledge. Defined as Winter, represents the element of Water. Signifies creativity, intuition, and learning. It's close to the ultraviolet end of the spectrum and therefore is Yin shui (energy on the decline). Your Lucky Colour (based on Asian colour symbolism) brought to you by Quizilla

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Current Music: red hot chili peppers - don't forget me Subject: watch the sky-wheel turn.. Time: 10:57 am Current Mood: creative

"..we look up and hope the stars look down,we pray that there may be stars for us to follow,stars moving across the heavens and leading us to our destiny, but it's only our vanity.We look at the galaxy and fall in love,but the universe cares less about us than we do about it, and the stars stay in their courses however much we may wish upon them to do otherwise. It's true that if you watch the sky-wheeel turn for a while, you'll see a meteor fall,flame and die.That's not a star worth following; it's just an unlucky rock. Our fates are here on earth. There are no guiding stars."

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